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For some reason, I really want to die sooner than later. Growing old terrifies me, and I really want to die in an accident rather than lying in a hospital bed, looking back on my life, not being able to stand up by myself. I just don't see the signifigance in this life anymore. Any afterlife, be it reincarnation, Heaven, or just rotting in the ground seems better than this. I'd never be able to get up the courage tp kill myself, but I really want to die young. (I'm 14 now, so anytime soon would be good for me.) Am I crazy?

So, right now I have a short pixie cut. I really want to be able to put it up again, and I'm hoping for some opinions as to how long that will take.:) Yes, I know that hair grows about a 1/2 inch per month, and yes I can do that math. But it would be lovely if someone could give me a rough estimate. The picture is my hair now. Thanks in advance. <3

Hello!:) So let me just start off. I normally wear jeans/leggings under cowboy boots with a plaid shirt. I do have really short hair, but I am trying to grow it out. I was born on Long Island NY, spent 7 years in Florida and now live in the suburbs (pretty rural, though) of Pennsylvania, and I'm moving to Mississippi after I finish high school. I'm going to hopefully volunteer at farms/gardens et cetera this year because it seems fun and challenging, and also because it'll pass the time until I can really move to Dixie, and I love taking walks through the woods and lake behind my backyard, taking my dog for walks and mowing our lawn. I genuinely like country music and try to use sir and ma'am and I even use y'all sometimes, probably because of all the years in Fl. I don't claim to be country, but because I know next to nothing about farming, wasn't born in the South, and I wasn't born country, am wandering, am I a fake for wearing country clothes, listening to country music, and preferring the South over the North? Thanks in advance! Sorry this was so long!

Okay, so I need help with a story I'm writing. The premise is this: two Mexican girls are partners in trafficking marijuna and end up falling in love (please don't judge). The problem is I don't know anything about drug trafficking and the Black Market. I don't even know what to research. Please help, and any suggestions for the story are welcome too! Thanks in advance!

Hello! So, first off, let me explain something; I'm a 14 year old transgender, a girl who feels like a boy. Anyways, I got bored and decided to dress up. I'm wearing a really formal red dress shirt with a blazer, tucked into dress pants, with slicked back hair, nice shoes and a watch. I just found out my brother has hockey practice tonight, and I'd like to wear this or something similar to it since of love suits, ties, formality and proffesionality. The problem is my mom told me to make it less boyish or less formal, because my grandpa's coming us and he's very judgmental. I've seen him make my mom cry a lot. I don't think he'll care about something like this, but she thinks he will (not the formality, really, but the boyishness.). So my question is, how can I make this outfit less formal (for where I'm going) and just slightly a little less boyish (to please my grandpa)- but boyish to a point where I can still pass as a guy? By the way, the ice rink is cold and I don't know anyone there, so I personally don't have a problem with this outfit. Sorry for this long question with way too much detail. Any help is greatly appreciated!

Hey y'all.:) So, I guess I have two questions; first, I'm a 5'2" 103 lbs (haven't checked in a while, though) 14 year old girl. First, would would you consider me fat or chubby? And secondly, how can I lose weight this summer, fast? I say fast because I'm really uncomfortable with my weight right now. My stomach sticks out a little and my legs are really big and flabby. That's pretty much all I have a problem with. Anyway, any input would be greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance!:3

Hello. So, firat let me say one thing; I'm a transgendered guy, which means I was born a girl but feel like and present myself as a guy. My hair a really long pixie, almost a short bob. I'm going to get a haircut today, and I don't know what I want. Basically, I want a short haircut where I could spike up the fron (for some reason I have a wierd obsession with spiky hair), but not a haircut that's extremly short. Should I just tell that to the stylist, and let them surprise me? Do any of y'all have some advice? Thanks in advance!

Hello!:) So, I ordered a package from Ebay by USPS priority mail on Tuesday, the 6. Up until now, the tracking sites been saying it's been in Texas (where it's being shipped from) post offices, and sort facilities and everything. But today it said that it was in Philly being processed by a USPS sort facility. I only live about an hour, at the most two hours, from Philly, so I figured that even if it takes them up to 6 hours, they still have 3 hours to depart and and get it here, since there hours are 8-5. But I'm not really sure. Could someone please give me an estimate of when it'll come? It says it will be here on Monday. But anyways, thanks in advance!

Hey.:) So, I'm leaving for my cousins' First Communion in about half an hour, and I'm still not sure what to wear. What I have now is a dark red dress shirt (like the really fancy ones you can wear ties with) and a light brown skirt and dark brown shoes. Does this sound tacky, or bad, or do you think it's alright? I have dresses I can wear, but my mom said she would rather me wear this.

So, I saw Frozen and now I'm really interested in the ice cutting buisness. I know it probably doesn't exist anynore because it's so dangerous and it's not really necessary anymore, but if it did, that would be awesome! So, does it? Thanks in advance!:)

Hello.:) So, sorry for how long this question will be.:/ Anyways, I was thinking of dying my hair blonde over the summer. I want to go for a winter look (if that exists), and the only colour I could think of that would be wintery is black, which I'm not allowed to dye it. So I was thinking of dying it Jack Frost (Rise Of The Gaurdians) and Elsa (Frozen) white. The thing is, I'm going to a Catholic school next year and all hair colours have to be natural colours. I'm dying it in the summer, so they'll never know it's fake. Anyways, I know white hair isn't really possible to be born with, and I'm not going to lie about being albino or something like that. So I need a shade that's close to white/silver, but can still be natural. Help? Thanks in advance!:)

Hello.:) So, I'm confused about gender. Some days I want to dress up in the girliest clothes and put makeup on, but some days I feel sad, angry, and insecure for not lookig like a boy. (I am a girl.) But I don't HATE being a girl, and I haven't experienced dysphoria. I've considered Testosterone, but I'm extremely hesitant. I would, however, change my name in an instant because it's so feminine, and even though I like it, there's no way I could pass as a guy with it. I love being mistaken for a boy (even though my mom and dad hate it and tell me to wear makeup and girly clothes) and it makes me feel really happy. But then sometimes I want to grow my pixie hair out, and wear dresses. I have no idea what I am; transgender, genderfluid, crossdresser, transvestite, et cetera. I'm not asking for a medical diagnosis or anything, but please tell me what you think I am, even if in a negative way. I'm desperate. Thanks in advance!:)

Hello!:) So, I don't know why, but for some reason I want to be more hyper in life. I mean, like sugar rush energetic hyper. But I don't know how. To put it into perspective, I want something with the same effect of speed/amphetamine. But I'm only 13, so that's out of the question. But what can make you super hyper and energetic, besides drugs or pills or anything? Caffine? Energy drinks? Thanks im advance!:)

Hello!:) So, today I'm going to the mall with my friends. I don't mean to be rude, but the mall is pretty run down and deserted. Anyways, what I'm think of wearing are jeans, converse, a long sleeved dress shirt, and *possible* a sports jacket/blazer, but probably not. So, do you think that it would be too formal to wear this? (I'm a 13 year old girl, if it helps.) Thank you in advance!:)

Hello!:3 So, over the past few weeks I've been having these moments where I'll feel weak, dizzy, and just weird. Sometimes I have to sit because it feels like I'm going to fall. Also, I don't think this is related, but I missed my girl thing this month too. I'm pretty regular and never miss it, so I don't know why I would. The reason I put this is because I'm supposed o get 'it' right around the time when all of this started happening. As far as I know, I don't have any diseases or any physical problems. Do you have any idea of what could be wrong? Thanks in advance!:3

Hello!:) So, I think it's easy to say that we've had a harsh Winter this year, but at least where I am, it's starting to be in the 40s, 50s, and even low 60s! Do you guys think it'll stay like this, and when do you think it'll start to feel like Spring? Thanks in advance for your opinions!:)

Hello! So I need to decide whether I should join my school's softball team, or do a learn to play hockey program. I want to play softball because I told most of my friends and my gym teacher that I would,

and I am also a baseball fan. But it doesn't seem as exiting as it.did when I wanted to sign up. And, as a learn about the differences between softball and baseball, it kind of ticks me off with little things like

under hand pitching and big green balls as opposed to real baseball. But I can't play baseball, because I'm a girl. Also, I haven't played in such a long time. And, with hockey, there's a program starting real soon, and I know the basics. Since my brother plays it and we're.big hockey fans, we know how to play. Also, I used to figure skate, so I can still do things like crossovers and backwards skating. And with hockey, and just being on the ice, I feel so happy. But the thing is that I told pretty much everyone at.my school that I'm going to play softball. Opinions?Thanks

Hello!:) So, as a Pennsylvanian, I know that PA has A LOT of farms, open land, horse riders, hunters, and fishers, but I don't know if it's one of the 'country' states. And it's also not in the South. But, can I get yall's opinions? Thanks!:3

Hello!:) So I'm a 13 year old girl, and I think I might be too formal for my age. I usually try to slick my hair back into a pompadour, and I almost always wear jeans, a white t-shirt or something, and a leather jacket. And I'll also wear nice shirts, blazers, jeans, and possibly ties or bow ties a lot too. I also think a lot about grammar, and think about every little grammatical error until it's perfect. And there's no way I would ever abbreviate anything in a text message. So, what I'm wondering, is that do you think I dress and speak too formally for a girl my age? Thanks in advance!:)

Hello!:) So, my hair is already a longish pixie cut, but I really want to get a guys' haircut because I hate looking like a girl (I know, I'm super wierd, yeah yeah.). I have an idea of a style in mind. I think it'd be cooler to go to a barber shop rather than a salon, and I think a barber could do a better job at a masculine cut then a hair stylist, and I also like talking to guys a lot more than talking to girls. Anyways, my question is, would it be wierd to go to a barber shop as a girl, and is there a chance they'd just refuse to cut girls' hair, even if it's a guys cut? Thanks in advance!:3