Himchan'sBabe

So my friends dad has this friend who was always saying when i wasn't in view, "so when does she turn 18?" Which I later found out that 16 was the legal age. And I talked to this guy a bit before and he was genuinely a nice guy with 2 kids of his own and an ex-wife. I was texting him and he wanted to hangout. So the first time i hung out with him, we were smoking weed in his car and we went back his place after driving around a little bit, and just talked and watched tv. I happened to be texting my friend on his phone about whether or not I was sleeping over at this guys house. And he told me that if I slept over "it" would probably happen (and I had still been a virgin), and I said I was fine with that. Now since I consider myself aromantic (when you don't feel romantic attraction towards others) I was perfectly fine having sex with him, and I just wanted to lose my virginity anyway, so I stayed. And it lead to the inevitable...sex, and he had taken my virginity and I felt no regret afterward and he held me and fell asleep cuddling (which i was fine with).

Now, my dad knows but he only thinks I was texting and hanging out with him, not that I slept with him a couple times. He also thinks that I'm not seeing him anymore, despite that i see him everyday-ish and smoke up. And so he threatens to tell my gang-leader grandfather and have him castrated. The guy wants to continue seeing me and vice versa, so I sneak around behind my dad's back but he's also not stupid and probably knows about it.

So I'm now in the situation where when the guy told me hat he would officially date me when I turned 18, but for now, we sneak around and sleep together. I get the feeling that my dad-issues will interfere with our relationship (and the guy knows about the issues by the way and understands it), and it would be me feeling like a little girl the whole time instead of him seeing me as a woman, to which my maturiay level would prove. I'm very anxious about this.

So my friends dad has this friend who was always saying when i wasn't in view, "so when does she turn 18?" Which I later found out that 16 was the legal age. And I talked to this guy a bit before and he was genuinely a nice guy with 2 kids of his own and an ex-wife. I was texting him and he wanted to hangout. So the first time i hung out with him, we were smoking weed in his car and we went back his place after driving around a little bit, and just talked and watched tv. I happened to be texting my friend on his phone about whether or not I was sleeping over at this guys house. And he told me that if I slept over "it" would probably happen (and I had still been a virgin), and I said I was fine with that. Now since I consider myself aromantic (when you don't feel romantic attraction towards others) I was perfectly fine having sex with him, and I just wanted to lose my virginity anyway, so I stayed. And it lead to the inevitable...sex, and he had taken my virginity and I felt no regret afterward and he held me and fell asleep cuddling (which i was fine with).

Now, my dad knows but he only thinks I was texting and hanging out with him, not that I slept with him a couple times. He also thinks that I'm not seeing him anymore, despite that i see him everyday-ish and smoke up. And so he threatens to tell my gang-leader grandfather and have him castrated. The guy wants to continue seeing me and vice versa, so I sneak around behind my dad's back but he's also not stupid and probably knows about it.

So I'm now in the situation where when the guy told me hat he would officially date me when I turned 18, but for now, we sneak around and sleep together. I get the feeling that my dad-issues will interfere with our relationship (and the guy knows about the issues by the way and understands it), and it would be me feeling like a little girl the whole time instead of him seeing me as a woman, to which my maturiay level would prove. I'm very anxious about this.

There is a jar (i think) it is, with two lovers on it, and they are close to kissing, but their lips don't touch. It has to do with the thought that this is the greatest form of true love, as they are anticipating their kiss for eternity.

Can someone tell me what this is called please?! Like, what is the name of the art piece?

I am having a real problem with my math homework an can't understand it and i dont have my textbook for reference and my teacher sucks an doesnt know how to teach. I don't even have any notes on it because he expects us to get it the first time. Anyway, the question is...

Determine the equation for the line parallel to y= 3x -5 and having the same y-intercept as 3x + 3y -12 =0

I would really love to know what to do here and the proper steps to take to ensure that i can understand it for the test in a couple days, because the teacher is also useless.

ALSO, the test was the last day before march break and i skipped it because i coulnt do it and fail, so i have to write it tomorrow which is the first day back.

I'm so angry, and stressed, and sad and everything is coming up and I have so many issues and I'm so confused! First, there's a messy situation with my family and my parents divorce so basically my mother (who is actually a sociopath, though not fully) who's boyfriend is a miserable aspect of my life convinces her to abandon me as her daughter (I forget what it's actually called) and I'm 15. I haven't talked to her in 2 months, and she continues to blame me for everything and making her life miserable because she thinks I was going to testify against her in a trial with my grandpa (again, more trouble she has caused and she lies so much). Everyone tells me that it's not my fault and I don't deserve this kind of treatment from my own mother (especially since it started about 3 years ago when she and her boyfriend got together a day after my parents separated -_-). Anyway, with all that to deal with, I still have an essay for history due and I don't have any idea how to do it because I've never done one before and no one will help me, so again, I feel completely alone on this subject. I have also been taking Cipralex which is an anti-depressant for 4 months now (5mg), but it doesn't seem to help the last couple months. Sometimes I feel like I would LOVE to go mentally insane so I wouldn't have to deal with everyday life and everything I feel. I get the sense I'm heading down a bad road just as I thought everything was going to get better, people tell me things like "oh these kinds of things are essential in life" and other philosophical things I don't care about because I'm not in the mood for that crap. And I need help, or a way out (sometimes I think death would be better but I don't have the guts to do it anyway), I feel trapped and my problems are worse than what I have just explained, but thanks for reading such a long story. PLEASE HELP ME AND GIVE SOME ADVICE ON WHAT I CAN DO!

so i am 15 and have natural blonde hair, in grade 8 i dyed it black (im in grade 10 now) and about 2 months ago i bleached some of that hair blonde in order to dye it blue. i bleached an inch around my head in a ring. Now i have blue, black, and blonde hair. What i want to do is make my life a little simpler and just go back to blonde with a little black underneath my bangs and in a couple spots around my hair. what i want to know is..

1) how damaging would this be if i went back to blonde?

2) how much would it cost to get it professionally done?

3) will it fry my hair? and have to cut it short-ish?

4) when should i do this?

ANY GOOD ADVICE WOULD BE HIGHLY APPRECIATED AND PROFESSIONAL STYLISTS ADVICE WOULD BE GREAT ASWELL :) THANKS

In what ways are the holy grail and the sword excalibur symbols of power in camelot, yet with very different sources and significance to the story? which one is more important to the ultimate themes of the film Excalibur?

(this was the question given to me by my english teacher)

basically we have to list important details abour the holy grail and excalibur and write a paragraph about how they are important symbols of power and explain which one is most important to the theme of the older movie, Excalibur...and i dont really know what i am doing HELP PLEAAASEEEEE !

think about it...we only use about 8% of our brain. A genius would use 10%. Not much of a difference huh? Well look at the movie 'limitless' the guy unlocked the rest of his brain..mind you it seems inaccurate compared to the small-minded thinking of 8% humans not even compared to the thinking of a 100% SUPERHUMAN ! So let me ask you all this...do you think it is theoretically possible to unlock parts of your brain and knowledge to achieve such superhuman powers...the government and milotary probably already did it but im curious to hear everyone elses thoughts on the subject.

i know i have some kind of mood/personality disorder and one side allows me to kinda shut my conscience off and also makes me power hungry and angry and its not that i want to hurt myself...i want to hurt other people. and the other side of me is scared,anxious, and depressed as well as suicidal and other times im completely normal... so what the hell is wrong with me? im also a 15year old girl. i feel like im literally going insane cause the i feel the nirmal side wont be there much longer maybe...do i have to be medicated or put in a looney bin aka mental hospital or WHAT !? pleeeaaaassssseeeee help me im so desperate and cant do anything about anything!

im wondering what they are like...i know what a sociopath is but what are sociopathic tendencies? are they random mood swings into sociopathy or are they like a mild form of sociopathy constantly??

for some reason all my music seems faster than normal and its bugging me...whts my deal and what can i do about it lol

im 15 and i dont really want to live with either one of my parents cause i cant stand my moms bf and my dad n i live with my grandparents sooo... i wanna know when i can move out and support myself and stuff.

my grades in science and tech classes have been significantly dropping because of me being diagnosed with bipolar 2 and i havent gotten medication for it yet and i probably wont for a while yet but in the meantime i need to know how to deal with it and get the motivation i need to be able to pass my science class because my teacher said, "you should probably drop down to applied science because your 50% average isnt good, and the exam is worth 30% of your grade and if you fail or get a low mark youll have to do it over again." and i didnt know what was going on with me until i found out i have bipolar #2 disorder (mostly depressive). what can i do about it i dont even feel like showing up for class because i have no motivation and im starting to have random emotional out bursts from all the stress and anxiety,......what am i going to do help !? also none of my teachers knows im bipolar...

im 15, have manic depression (bipolar), anxiety and thinking of suicide but i just cant do it because i think its just wrong, but i feel trapped and stuck living the way i do with no one to talk to who understands me and my problems, and i went to a group meeting with my dad where the ppl there have multiple disorders and when it was my turn to talk i didnt say anything because i wouldve started crying and just letting everything out that ive held in for years and somehow i just cant force myself to do that even though i want to let it all go. I also have a sh*tload of stress and school and all my other issues arent helping anything either.....what can i do? real help please...

i wany a boyfriend but basically none of the guys at my high school are elegible =\ ? and i looove asian guys especially the korean ones they are suuper cute :) and i get alo of guys asking me out but idk what to do because you know...i kinda dont want to he single forever like i have been for years =\ sooo what shoyld i do about it?

i have manic depression which makes me slightly bipolar and i also have anxiety... and im so goddamn stressed and u dont know what to do because i hild all my anger sadness and everything else in and im at the point where i cant take it anymore an um going to have a raging ***** attack at everyone and at school i almost screamed at the top of my lungs and started crying and freaking out. and twice a day this happens... wtf am i going to do??

im just wondering who is everyones favourite BIGBANG member...mine is definetely G-Dragon ! <3

im in love with his solo album 'heartbreaker' and the song "the Leaders" with CL from 2NE1...and he is sooooo cutee ! ;) sooooo who is everyones favv and whyy? ((if you listen to kpop))

how can u get inspirarion for dark gothic deathly poetry which is my style but i havent written anything in awhile because when i try to force myself to think up something good it sounds so "forced" i need help getting/finding inspiration for poetry please... thanks :)

i am wondering this because i think i might have something like that. because i am always one person or the other...but the same person if you know what i mean ;) anyway sometimes im a gothic satanist who listens to marilyn manson and type o negative and wears alot of black and is power hungry and who everyone fears...other times i am happy and bubbly and wear lots of colours and stuff like korean girls and i listen to 2NE1 or SNSD (girls generation). and it is really difficult for me to make any kind of decisions like what colour i want to paint my walls in my bedroom or how i want to decorate my room and stuff like that because i am either one way or the other and i cant just "become" the other half or just be the opposite way.it is all really difficult to explain but what im really looking for is...

1. what do you think i have?

2. what is the difference between double and split personalities?

3. can i get some tips on handling this (besides phychiatrist)?

THANKS IN ADVANCE ;D