millie

hi im a 13 year old girl and i have been having trouble deciding if i should leave my friendship group, this story might take a while but can someone please help me out. I have quite a big friendship group mainly boys and around 6 other girls, most of the girls im best friends with and i love them except one of them, this girl joined our friendship group later than all the other girls, around september time and my group started in june. This girl is really close with all the boys and most of the time picks them over us which i dont mind but i care when it gets to the way the boys act. Around a month ago, in lockdown the boys in my group started calling me attention seeking and told me to k!ll myself and one of them made a groupchat called ' (my name) kys'. My older sister got involved and made them all call me and apologise and since then 2 of the boys that were involved have changed for the better so much but 2 of them on the other hand havent. The boy that made the group chat's mum found out and she told him off or whatever but hes only getting worse and says 'oh are you gunna get your sister involved'. Theres 2 boys in my group who are the worse, one of which involved with my sister telling them to apologise and the other not, the one not involved is the worse he tells me daily to 'k!ll myself' and says 'let me look at your wrists oh there not slit enough' also whenever im having a normal conversation with him he just says shut your mouth. Ill reply to this and finish it

I am 13 years old girl and i struggle a lot with being insecure, do you have any tips to gain self consciousness. 

I'm 13 and I would love to be a famous actress but I'm worried that living in  Brighton, England would affect this. Would i have to move to America? I currently go to a theatre club outside of school where i do singing, acting and dancing, I don't have much experience as I have only done it for a year and I dont have an agent but I don't know how to get one. I'm not focused on getting famous I would just love to act and be on screen, I once went to this set in London for an advert and absolutely loved all of it and I'm not even going to be in the advert. Being on set and the whole experience is what i loved. I'm not saying I wouldn't want to be famous because I would love to be in a marvel movie one day or on netflix. I'm just worried I would have to move to America for this and I don't have a lot of experience. Any advice and thoughts on this would be really helpful!