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so me and my dad were just sitting in the kitchen eating dinner and next thing I knew POP! the tire blew...

I just want to know how in the world can it just pop without any strain or poking...

There was no one else around the car wa in a fenced in yard...

Its not cold here in florida...

??? Huh???

I have an above ground pool and a little pump for it. The brand is called Game water pump and its normally quiet when it is on. But today is extremely loud and it makes me feel like it will start smoking soon...

So my question is, Is there anything wrong with my pump if so what should I look and check for?

It's actually funny and adorable when he does it... But I just want to know why... Like... You know when kids play and they get loud and say "ha ha you can't catch me". Well that is what he does... But he does the most insane meows and little groans and growls and I'm just like what the hell?? He only does this when playing with this be kitten I have and he loved her... So thanks in advance I just can't find any answers from anyone else.. Basically I'm asking why does he meow like that...

So, Disney gave me a job offer and I was going to be Working in the hotel resorts making a shoot ton of money not only that but getting the rest of my education and living there for a while.

When I brought up the awesome news to my step mother she place every negative thing in my head, made me feel like crap, and embarrassed me in front of her family telling me how stupid I was for even applying for the job. :(

Then a month later after telling me I am lazy and I dont do crap for the house, she went a got me a job a at Burger king. :(

I start the job tuesday working 8.50 an hour where as

disney was stating at 10.20 an hour.

I am beginning to become depressed by this. but, Why is she being so evil to be crushing my hopes and dreams?

She thinks that I am talking back to her.

This stupid car that we drive around in has this thing called child lock and Both freaking doors decided to lock on me. (I had to sit in the back while dad drove and she was in the passenger.)

So I am pulling the handle and Im like ugh the door is on child lock.

Then she says roll down the window. as i was attempting to do so I remembered that that window was no good so I scooted to the other side to try and open that door (Because at that moment I didn't know it was locked too.) and she repeated herself open the window. When I was going for the button to open the window dad got out and opened the door on the outside for me and I didn't have to. Then a I was stepping out of the car she said I need to use my head. (Basically calling me stupid.) she said you can just roll the window down and open it from the outside. (She was referring to the broken door.)I then turned around and said yea but that window wasn't working. She then said then you go to the other window. But isn't that what i was doing?Because of the "Smart Remark" When I came back to the car both dad and her were fighting like stupid *** kids and threatening to hit each other with objects. when we got home dad sat down with me and said not to talk back to her like that. that she wanted to hit me. Am I wrong for what I said? I just dont know what her problem is... Someone please help me. :(

This little sucker decided to fail on me and now I am having the hardest time trying to get it to work.. Normally the little lights on it would come to indicate that its powered but now nothing... and everytime I search the web it would randomly turn off... The model number is F9L1101v1... Please someone out there explain what needs to be done to sure this... Thanks in advance!

So there is a lump on her chest and its draining. she got it over night and its really shocking how big it is... shes had this for two almost three days now and it just keeps draining. I clean it every time and I dont have money to take her to the vet. I read online that maybe it could be just an abscess and it just needs to drain... But its really hard like a balled up sock and its just growing upsettingly bigger and bigger.... What should I do? (FYI This kitten was found under a house that was under construction and she was starving so I took her home the mom was no where to be found.) Thanks in advance.

So today my bill for baddcock is due.... I need to pay 100 dollars and I can't get that money anywhere... I just wanted to know... How long will they wait to take my furniture?

I know that this is a frequently asked question but I cant find a true answer. The other people that have asked this have been taking medications and I don’t do that.

Physically I am healthy. I exercise and eat healthy. I drink plenty of water and hygiene is great lol.

But in all seriousness Something just has to be wrong.

Reality is not real. I feel like the people that I am around and the things that are said and done is all a lie.

Everything I ever knew is a lie. This started when I was about 10 years old I would say because in every age I can remember being and feel lost and confused.

I space out so much that my conversations are brutally awkward and I cant socialize.

I feel like this is all a dream and I cant wake up. I don’t cut my self to see if I can feel pain because I already get scratched by my cats all day. But its just a really scary thought that everything and anything that goes on In life is just not real. And that I am lost in this time phrase that I am making this up in my realm and that I can wake up at any moment from my sleep walk.

I just don’t know what to do or what to say..

I know most of you will tell me to see a psychiatrist or try to talk to family but family doesn’t listen they think I am being stupid and the psychiatrist says I need medication but I refuse to take them because it will only make me worse.

Someone please help me. I feel alone and empty and journal writing and crying just isn't enough.

I need someone that can rap pretty good. I cant rap I end up getting tongue twisted and losing my breathe.

I have a song called "Life is callin" and in the first verse and bridge there is rapping going on. I have the lyrics for you to sing its just I cant rap.

If you feel like there will be no benefit in it for you then dont even join.

"THIS IS STRICTLY FOR FUN"

I just want to collab on a song haven't done it in a while but this time I would like someone who can rap.

I need good criticism and thoughts on how to make the song better just give it a listen and tell me.

Here it is: https://soundcloud.com/09241996/goodness-of-my-lif...

I recorded this years ago and I blew my self away with how good I did this. I am looking for some feedback on it really Im thinking about recording again and singing with my new voice because I have evolved over the years and i have better technology now.

just give me some expert criticism on this sound.

here it is: https://songspace.com/app/#/catalog/elysse-venecia...

If you cant get into this one then go to youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oD7_K0eRdSo&featur...

Before it wasn't so bad. I moved over here with my real dad and his bossy wife thinking that Everything will ok. After like a year I settle down and the both of them are telling me to do this and that and I dont appreciate it. My dad ask me to wash his and her clothes and he would have me feed her pets when I got my own friggin pets to take care of. I know its nice to help and all... but the things I have to do is so annoying. I mind my own business everyday in my bedroom. I bother no one and I am so quiet. I wash my own dishes I do basic chores like trash and pet messes and my own damn laundry. but when they ask me to do something I just get irritated. But why? Everyone else can do it with no problem and here I am pissing everyone off because I cant do it. Not really that, But I refuse to. Please Elaborate.

She says she didn't become mean until her ex husband abused her and forced her to defend her self. after that traumatising chapter she never got out of that violent state. to this day she treats every extremely mean and talks to you like you are very stupid. if you try to tell her what she is doing wrong then you will go to jail. (Im not Kidding) She will literally cut her self or hurt herself to get you into trouble.

But, When you are on her good side, she has your back and she will do everything for you. She got me out of a bad situation. She brought me to a safer home but she is just too violent and she has a short temper.

I try to stay away from her but my dad is married to her and I cant leave until my aunts have an actual house. right now they live with friends.

but anyway I feel like I have to love her for who she is but honestly I feel like I am in the past because the thing she helped me out of was my step dad and he abused me bad. but he was nice just like this situation as well.

Could explain to me how I should go about this? It would really help me. because she is black and white kind of good. and it only turns grey. :/

I was told to not let the cats out of my room unless their nails were trimmed because she had thin leather couches and she owed ,1,500 for them. One day the cats got out without me knowing and they were out there for about 4 hours. Plenty of time to scratch the couches if they could.

Not one scratch was on those couches.

I was shocked and proud and told her and she thought that was pretty good. So two weeks went by and the couches still looked good. but on the 16th day The cats tore them pretty bad.

She was furious but I feel like she took it too far by wrapping a cable cord around their necks and dragging them around the house choking my cats, I mean I heard them choking and gasping for air.

Then she threw them in a cage and doused them with the water hose...around 10 at night she told me to get them out the cage,

so they were in there all day without using the bathroom without eating. And there was nothing that I could do because I made a mistake. So I had to suck it up. and I did. I let them out the cage and they weren't allowed back in the house and still aren't but there are people out there that shoot guns at animals and there are big mean pit bulls that attack anything that moves. Sick people train them like that. and there are diseases out there that will harm my cats. I know that I messed up and I should have clipped their damn nails and all

but was she right to abuse them like that?

I have a first act electric guitar that I want to try and play today but I first have to put the strings on it. I have searched all over Youtube on how to do this one but everyone puts their strings through the back of the guitar. Mine doesn't have that. So I dont know how to do it. I know how to tune and all that other stuff just where do i place the nuts at? here is what it looks like: http://hdpixa.com/gallery/first+act+electric+guita...

My father and I are having a really hard time. His wife thinks she has control over the both of us and is kicking us out. Now my dad pays the bills here as well as her. I paybills occasionally only when I can. right now I cant because she didn't let me get a job in the beginning. I had a job opportunity at disney world but she kept putting me down and saying no one will take me to work and being cruel basically. But because I dont have a job now she is saying I do nothing good around here and that I am lazy. she hates my dad just because he is jealous and doesn't want other men talking to her. I have seen her flirt with people before and be wierd when dad isnt around. She is not a good friend. but now that she is kicking us out I dont know what to do. niether does dad because he doesn't get his check until the first of the month and I have no money at all. when he does get his check its only a little bit that cant really get us a place. I need help and resources that can get us out of here. She is causing pain to us both and thinks that she is right for what she is doing. I need respected answers. I say this because there are people out there that think this is a joke and want to say things like get a job then. Im tired of the games. I just need advice on what to do where to go and hoe to go about it. Please and Thank You!

I am struggling bad for a job. Ive searched everywhere and applied just about everywhere and still nothing no phone calls no emails just frustration. I thought that it was because I have no high school diploma and I needed experience to do the job. But ive done some research and not all jobs need that. To get down to it. the skills that I do have is Jewelry design. I can hand make anything from weaving to wrapping, stitching and drawing. This is self taught so I know I dont know everything. Same goes with my music erah. I can play guitar and piano write and sing music. I can read but slowly and I play by ear like second nature. I even do beat making like the producers do with the techno beats. Dj music if you wil. Just, Does anyone know a good job for me? Where should I look who should I look for? Im dying for a job. I need something to pay me well at least 1500 a month in full time or something. Please and Thank You! :)I will post down some of my work in case anyone stops to see. :D

Here is my music: https://soundcloud.com/stream

Here is my jewelry: https://www.pinterest.com/elyssev/elysse-beauty/

I am 19 and Im trying to my life straight. So I am studying for my GED my Drivers License and looking for a job all at the same time. I am just in a rush because I feel like there is a better place for me than here. I just got out of sexual abuse and came over here to be safe from it with my real dad and his is wife. Being here for only two years going on three a lot of drama has taken place. There is a lot of violence and mental issues between these two. Its not my place to put them in a mental hospital but it is affecting me. I am in the middle of their mess and its not healthy I know this. In the past I was controlled and used all the time. now that I am here its almost the same just I am not getting sexualy abused. This is all mentally challenging. I want to leave so bad But at the same time its the first time that I have seen my real father in years and the only place that I can go to is with my aunts and grandmas house in another city. But they said they have no home right now that they are living with a friend and there is no where for me to sleep. basically they are struggling bad. Im thinking I should hold it off here and keep doing my thing and when the time is right just bounce. But at the same damn time I got love for my dad and his wife. They are good people to me and are only trying to help but to each other they are bad and its killing me that they dont listen and occasionally try to control me. lol But seriously what would be your plan? Serious answers only!

I am struggling bad for a job. Ive searched everywhere and applied just about everywhere and still nothing no phone calls no emails just frustration. I thought that it was because I have no high school diploma and I needed experience to do the job. But ive done some research and not all jobs need that. To get down to it. the skills that I do have is Jewelry design. I can hand make anything from weaving to wrapping, stitching and drawing. This is self taught so I know I dont know everything. Same goes with my music erah. I can play guitar and piano write and sing music. I can read but slowly and I play by ear like second nature. I even do beat making like the producers do with the techno beats. Dj music if you wil. Just, Does anyone know a good job for me? Where should I look who should I look for? Im dying for a job. I need something to pay me well at least 1500 a month in full time or something. Please and Thank You! :)I will post down some of my work in case anyone stops to see. :D