Angela

My rat Lucifer has a respiratory infection, I can’t take her to the vet because I don’t have the money but she has all the symptoms, is there anything I can do to help her get better at home?! 

If I had the money I would take her to the vet but I don’t and I don’t want her to die, I don’t know what to do. My other rats are in perfect health and seem fine but I still quarantined my rats and serialized their cages. Please help me, I love my her so much  just the thought of her dying has started me spiralling!

I have two rats Luci and Yang. Two days ago I noticed Luci isn’t coming when I call her any more, she isn’t eating much, and she’s sleeping a lot. Normally I call Luci or I even get near the cage and she comes running, she’s normally cuddly and over all a happy rat, but now she doesn’t come out of her hammock.. Then yesterday I put some food in front of the hammock to see if I could coax her out and she just leaned her head over ate a little bit but stayed in the hammock. I don’t know what’s wrong... Yang is the same eating playing everything but Luci just isn’t. Today I made Luci and Yang one of their favourite meals, layered lemon chicken flavoured rice, carrots, squash, broccoli, cauliflower, and lettuce. Luci wasn’t even interested in it. I had to put some of it in front of her to get her to eat.. it’s one of they favourite meals... I don’t know what to do. Please help! I don’t want her to keep being sad I love Luci more than anything on earth. 

I had a dream that I woke up sobbing from. In my dream I was watching myself but I looked a little different. I was watching myself tell a story about trying to get pregnant. Long story short I got pregnant but then I miscarried. After i miscarried I watched myself spiral into an intense depression. I was watching myself, dream me knew she was me but she just looked like a different person but it was me. I sobbed while watching this other version of me sobbing over the loss of our baby and then I watched myself commit suicide. I did nothing to help or stop myself and I started crying so hard after seeing myself die that I woke up sobbing my eyes out. 

Any dream interpreters out there can tell me why I just watched a different version of myself miscarry and kill myself?